Did I forget about my blog? 
Nope, not ever.  Just so dang busy.  Have another job opportunity this Thursday in the O.C. for a health care provider.  They've turned me down twice but this time I've gotten through the online testing, now I have to go to the site for onsite testing.  Don't know for sure if there is an oral interview or not-its been hysterical these past few days.  So very stressed about my Mom who has cancer that they will not attempt to cure due to existing health issues.  She hasn't been given long to live so me and my older brother are flying out at the end of the month for what will be the final visit/conversation with Mom.  This is so very, very sad but a part of the natural order of things.  She has been sick for the past few years and I'm sure she is exhausted with what 'living' demands from a person.  Be unable to breathe without oxygen tanks and cannulas is scary.  She went from being able to get around using her walker to being wheelchair bound but won't ambulate herself, but waits for someone to come get her, then gets pissed when they are slow to arrive.  She's always been that way though-her way or WRONG!  Hey, got FB post that says KFRG is hiring...checked that out and most of the jobs require knowledge of radio/studio equipment but there was one that I may go back and check out.  Just my brain is fried from what I've been through today with the computer, my online school software mess and trying to get my assignments done.  Have quite a bit of stuff to do before my trip which coincides with  the end of this class, the projects due and the final...aaaggghhh....I dislike flying-there are no curbs up there and you can't 'see' the bumps in the road.  Hope I can get ahold of some Xanax before I leave!
More than anything I hope this job with the healthcare company is in God's will as it would work out perfectly with my educational goals/school major....hopehopehope...never know God's will though.  Don't play with God's will.  Don't mess with His plans.
Heard a Senator from Vermont who is part of the Independent Party speak about how the nation bailed out Wall Street as opposed to investing 17 trillion dollars into small/medium sized business growth which is probably why I and millions of other cannot get a job.  I just can't fathom why Wall St. can do what they do.